Me: Oh hell yeah! But wait, can we do it like this because of reasons?
Family: Oh, OK. Yeah I guess. But then these reasons…
Me: But my reasons…?
I dunno, I guess I just wanted a house of my own so bad. I grew up independent and I’ve grown accustom to doing everything on my own. I’ve seen my mom do it all these years. Hell, I’ve been flying on airplanes by myself since 6th grade. I just figured that’s how it is.
It’s not something like I like to be alone, that’s wrong. I love friends and being around them and I want them with me always. I just like accomplishing things on my own, standing on my own two feet. Having someone help me out when I don’t ask sometimes feels suffocating in my little messed up head even when I consciously know it’s just them trying to be nice and show love, which is one of my many flaws.
It’s sort of odd living one way for 20 years and having to change is all. It’s hard. But maybe after another 20 years I’ll be used to it :)
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